ahimsa pratisthayam tat, sannidhau vaira tyagah  in the vicinity of divinity there is no negativity so the only unique solution to establish divine love without any conflicts is to gain and live the self realization, ie living in the vicinity of divinity

 an aspect of me wants to be silent, like a sadhu, muni in mauna

another aspect of me wants to be as active as a sportsman

one other is a kavi, wants to flow in mysterious poetry

yet another wants to be a mathematician to solve divine riddles

a daaku in me wants to cheat and rob, 

a devatha in me wants to dwell in the darbar of devendra

an engineer in me likes to redesign the universe

i am a monkey jumping from branch to branch

a cow, chewing the cud of memories

a bird, trying to fly without wings

i am an insignificant insect,

really a tiniest speck of dust 
yet within this worthless cage of flesh and bones

are truly a bundle of infinite personalities one trying excel other

a universe , compacted, packaged
delivered thru the womb of mother

what is all this, sense or nonsense?
is god, a genius or just an idiot ? or both?
i know not the truth forsooth

   A drop, yes

Life , a water drop on a lotus leaf
yet ambitious to merge in ocean deep

miles to go before sleep
to reach heaven for at least a peep

life is what one can make of it, 
for it no any limit

to me all is a limitless possibility 
for creative potentiality

   a creeper is a climber 

a climber is a creeper

a creeper climbs up a tree or mountain
a climber creeps up a tree or mountain

both are not birds free
cannot go up in air free

creep or climb, mountain or tree
up should be your spree

  as is , in unenlightened state it is aham , my body mind , my kith kin

2 in samadhi ,only aham unmanifest , no universe, , no i, nothing more nothing less, pure i exist

3 after maturity of experience of samadhi, over long time

aham is infinite=unmaifest i+manifest universe=all is i , mine . this is no ilusion

  artificiality is unnatural

nature is intelligent to provide the required----what when how much to whom why where and how to provide
a being is nourished/provided for in the womb, .---in the home by parents---in the out side world as he grows---all in different but best suited----
and intelligence and limbs to be self sufficient ---sends us out into a bigger school, the world, it teaches with love slap and cane
let us be with it receiving what is given , not regretting with what is not given

a higher wisdom is to know how to be in the lap of nature always, in its ever loving care .that is thru meditation, taking us right to the center of our being where all the laws of nature exist in a unified way and mind contacts that source and gains the ability to be familiar with all the laws of nature , and thus live a life with all blessings spontaneously, effortlessly, without the occasion to undergo suffering or without the need of struggle to overcome difficulties 

    Authentic experience of divinity

makes one to flow and flow

his alphabets glow.

trumpets blow

intellect shines

love rains

friendliness flourishes

his talk nourishes

never he in abuse

always words in good use

In contrast ,

Without experience of divinity.

vessels empty

deliver quantity

not quality

,

not music

it is noise hectic

meanness,

meaningless